Freedom!!

26/05/2009

So I’ve just come out of an almost six year relationship, and now find myself with a large amount of time on my hands. When I’m not working or my son isn’t over I can do whatever I want.

The possibilities only limited by how close to payday it is :-) . So what do I do? I um and ah about going out, although it seems very few of the friends I had those six short years ago have either moved, lost contact or themselves settled down. I feel like a fish out of water when I walk into pubs that only a few years ago I was a regular in and could guarentee that there would always be somebody to sit and drink with, but now… the likelyhood of this happening is remote at best.

So with my new found freedom I spend my time watching movies, using facebook and twitter like they’re going out of style, alone in my room with a bottle of this or that.

I need a life again, but fear that I’m too stuck in this inability to make a decision about what to do with my spare time rut. In the words of the theme from Smallville “Somebody save me, don’t care how you do it”

Can you hire someone to make decisions for you? Perhaps I should.


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